I need to kill myself, how?
21 March 2017, 01:11 AM
I am 26 with a long history of depression, anxiety, psychosis, aspergers. I started having non-epileptic seizures a year ago. I don t shake but fall to the floor unconscious for a while. I cant cope with it any more. I tried just getting on with it but it happens any time even when everything is ok. it is... show more I am 26 with a long history of depression, anxiety, psychosis, aspergers.

I started having non-epileptic seizures a year ago. I don t shake but fall to the floor unconscious for a while.
I cant cope with it any more. I tried just getting on with it but it happens any time even when everything is ok. it is disruptive and I worry about going out and hurting myself and not being able to look after myself...

I spent a few weeks in a mental hospital last year after taking an overdose which put me in intensive care. I was having several seizures a day and was depressed which lead to a psychotic episode.

I don t want to go to hospital again it was horrible. they took my stuff off me but there was little in the way of treatment just drugs and being locked up.

I need a way to kill myself that will look like an accident because I don t want my family to think they didn t know I was going to kill myself and blame themselves. it has to work because I cant go back to hospital. I cant get help I have not long been discharged from services and I don t want to go back.  
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This is exactly what the demon within you is battling for you to do. Don't give in. There is "A More Excellent Way" to deal with life through Christ Jesus. Dr. Henry Wright wrote the book and he has a clinic in Georgia that can help you rid yourself of psychotic demons that torment because of the fear you have let into your life. Casting out demons and renewing lives is done every day by the followers of Jesus Christ. You need Jesus and without Him if you kill yourself you are going to hell. You think you have problems now. Hell is no place that you want to be.
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